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First off, let me start with saying thank you all for the birthday wishes yesterday, I was pretty busy just trying to enjoy my 21st to the best I could make it, saw a movie called "The Goldfinch". Very good film, I recommend it, had some pizza, had chocolate cake and some vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup mixed in with it, and then I saw the trailer for the remaining 5 characters for the BBTAG 2.0 launch pack, I will discuss that in a bit. Again, I hope you know your comments didn't go unnoticed and I very much appreciate you all.
Now, it's been quite a quiet year here in the dA sphere, mostly because now that I've got places like Twitter and Discord, I've just had an easier time meeting and talking with people, both old friends and making new ones, on top of busying myself with games like Fire Emblem Heroes, Azur Lane, Smash Ultimate, and my recently acquired Fire Emblem: Three Houses, and not to mention my drive to draw fluctuating or I can't seem to draw shit right, so I've had a lot less stuff to upload period. One more thing to note: since mid 2018, I've branched over to Newgrounds, though I'm about as active there as I am here, just art uploads, faving whatever new stuff comes, though I'm not all too familiar with how everything works over there.
So, the 2.0 update for BlazBlue Cross Tag Battle is lookin pretty great, in the initial announcement trailer, they revealed Neo from RWBY, Yumi from Senran Kagura, and Akatsuki & the Blitztank from Akatsuki Blitzkampf, all lookin pretty neat, and then yesterday...
Now, it's been quite a quiet year here in the dA sphere, mostly because now that I've got places like Twitter and Discord, I've just had an easier time meeting and talking with people, both old friends and making new ones, on top of busying myself with games like Fire Emblem Heroes, Azur Lane, Smash Ultimate, and my recently acquired Fire Emblem: Three Houses, and not to mention my drive to draw fluctuating or I can't seem to draw shit right, so I've had a lot less stuff to upload period. One more thing to note: since mid 2018, I've branched over to Newgrounds, though I'm about as active there as I am here, just art uploads, faving whatever new stuff comes, though I'm not all too familiar with how everything works over there.
So, the 2.0 update for BlazBlue Cross Tag Battle is lookin pretty great, in the initial announcement trailer, they revealed Neo from RWBY, Yumi from Senran Kagura, and Akatsuki & the Blitztank from Akatsuki Blitzkampf, all lookin pretty neat, and then yesterday...
ALL OF THIS JUST HAPPENS, LIKE HOLY SHIT, WE GOT THE VILLAINS, THE ELEVATOR ATTENDANT, AND THE NUN WITH A ROBOT FRIEND, JUST MY GOD, I WANTED TO CRY IN JOY SO BAD CAUSE IT WAS LIKE SHIT WAS GOING OUT OF IT'S WAY TO MAKE MY 21ST BIRTHDAY ONE TO REMEMBER!
So yeah, I'm REALLY lookin forward to the 2.0 update, I really need to get back into playing BBTAG and work on my team, Yuzuriha, Orie, Mai, and Nine.
(Also keeping my eyes peeled for Under Night In-Birth [cl-r] and Guilty Gear 2020, I'll talk about those another time when enough stuff about em is shown off)
Now, what's the future for BlazRegaliaDream? Well, while I'm stickin to being active most on Discord and Twitter, I do intend to attempt increasing activity here a bit, especially with how I'm reviving my old BlazBlue project, which speaking of that matter, I will say that after all the years I've spent working on this, I feel I finally have about most if not everything coming together, and while I am nervous about sharing it with the stuff it has, what's changed and all, I'm also kinda excited to finish scouring through my old notes and getting all of the beginning together and showing you the results of my efforts (of course, keep in mind, it's a steep climb for me, it's still all subject to change, and it's not like I'm planning to write an extensive story or whatever, but I do want to at the least show off my creations and paint a picture on what they're like and what they go through)
And that's all the relevant stuff I have to share. For the third god damn time, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!
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I am canvas
(Also keeping my eyes peeled for Under Night In-Birth [cl-r] and Guilty Gear 2020, I'll talk about those another time when enough stuff about em is shown off)
Now, what's the future for BlazRegaliaDream? Well, while I'm stickin to being active most on Discord and Twitter, I do intend to attempt increasing activity here a bit, especially with how I'm reviving my old BlazBlue project, which speaking of that matter, I will say that after all the years I've spent working on this, I feel I finally have about most if not everything coming together, and while I am nervous about sharing it with the stuff it has, what's changed and all, I'm also kinda excited to finish scouring through my old notes and getting all of the beginning together and showing you the results of my efforts (of course, keep in mind, it's a steep climb for me, it's still all subject to change, and it's not like I'm planning to write an extensive story or whatever, but I do want to at the least show off my creations and paint a picture on what they're like and what they go through)
And that's all the relevant stuff I have to share. For the third god damn time, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!
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I am canvas
I am blade and body
I am the joy of creation
I am the dream and nightmare that only grows evermore
A dream that seeks a companion while venturing through many worlds
A nightmare in the darkest moments, be it the verge of death, filled with hatred and contempt, or to speak a cruel truth in the face of adversaries
I have encountered many hearts, from the purest of lights to the bleakest of shadows and even those tempered by the in-between
Every encounter, every interaction steels my heart further, my soul fortified with hope
The will in me never dies
And so I am...
Unlimited Blade Works
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Cutting right to it, starting with thoughts on the recently revealed.
Ken - I wasn't expecting him, but he's not a surprise. He still looks cool as hell though!
Incinaroar - Gonna be honest and I hate to say it, but I really didn't want to see any Pokémon become fighters if they are brawler type of fighters, ESPECIALLY this one, but ah well, I'm not pissed or anything.
Piranha Plant - PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, WHAT!? THIS WAS SO UNEXPECTED AND THE FACT THAT IT WORKS IS EVEN FUNNIER
My thoughts on the final base roster
Gonna be honest, I wasn't too pleased with some of the decision for newcomers, particularly Isabelle, Incinaroar, and I hate to say him cause I love FE and I think he's a cool lord, Chrom, but I still appreciate the effort that was put into them! Hopefully the 5 DLC characters will be some I can be more excited for, but overall, the base roster looks absolutely fantastic! (I still wish Lyn could've been playable ;-; Ah well) Also, I really appreciate how Sakurai took the time to explain why Rex couldn't make it in the roster, but damn, he sounded like he was dead fuckin sorry he couldn't do it. I'm glad he tried hard to make up for that. Thanks for giving XC2 as much love as you could.
World of Light
HOLY FUCK, DID YOU SEE THAT ENTITY WITH ALL THOSE MASTER HANDS!? AND OH GOD, PALUTENA TRIED PROTECTING THE PITS AND SONIC TRIED RECAHING OUT TO PIKACHU, FUCK MAN, I WANTED TO CRY SO HARD!
Anyways, I'm so happy we got a new Adventure Mode. Looks like a board based one, which I kinda wish it was a little more of a "giant overworld" like Breath of the Wild or something, but it still looks great, and HOLY SHIT, SPIRITS! HOLY SHIT, A SPIRIT WEAPON TRIANGLE! HOLY SHIT BLACK KNIGHT AND ADULT TIKI ARE ASSIST TROPHIES AND THEY USE THEIR FEH VOICES! HOLY SHIT, MICAIAH, SIGURD, SELIPH, EPHRAIM, CAMILLA AND THARJA ARE SPIRITS, I'M FUCKING HAPPY AS SHIT RIGHT NOW, PINCH IF I'M DREAMING, OH WAIT, I'M NOT, FUCK YES, SO MUCH LOVE FOR FIRE EMBLEM, IT BRINGS A TEAR TO MY EYE THAT SAKURAI GAVE FIRE EMBLEM SO MUCH LOVE THIS TIME AROUND.
In any case, time to save up for a Switch and get Smash!
Ken - I wasn't expecting him, but he's not a surprise. He still looks cool as hell though!
Incinaroar - Gonna be honest and I hate to say it, but I really didn't want to see any Pokémon become fighters if they are brawler type of fighters, ESPECIALLY this one, but ah well, I'm not pissed or anything.
Piranha Plant - PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, WHAT!? THIS WAS SO UNEXPECTED AND THE FACT THAT IT WORKS IS EVEN FUNNIER
My thoughts on the final base roster
Gonna be honest, I wasn't too pleased with some of the decision for newcomers, particularly Isabelle, Incinaroar, and I hate to say him cause I love FE and I think he's a cool lord, Chrom, but I still appreciate the effort that was put into them! Hopefully the 5 DLC characters will be some I can be more excited for, but overall, the base roster looks absolutely fantastic! (I still wish Lyn could've been playable ;-; Ah well) Also, I really appreciate how Sakurai took the time to explain why Rex couldn't make it in the roster, but damn, he sounded like he was dead fuckin sorry he couldn't do it. I'm glad he tried hard to make up for that. Thanks for giving XC2 as much love as you could.
World of Light
HOLY FUCK, DID YOU SEE THAT ENTITY WITH ALL THOSE MASTER HANDS!? AND OH GOD, PALUTENA TRIED PROTECTING THE PITS AND SONIC TRIED RECAHING OUT TO PIKACHU, FUCK MAN, I WANTED TO CRY SO HARD!
Anyways, I'm so happy we got a new Adventure Mode. Looks like a board based one, which I kinda wish it was a little more of a "giant overworld" like Breath of the Wild or something, but it still looks great, and HOLY SHIT, SPIRITS! HOLY SHIT, A SPIRIT WEAPON TRIANGLE! HOLY SHIT BLACK KNIGHT AND ADULT TIKI ARE ASSIST TROPHIES AND THEY USE THEIR FEH VOICES! HOLY SHIT, MICAIAH, SIGURD, SELIPH, EPHRAIM, CAMILLA AND THARJA ARE SPIRITS, I'M FUCKING HAPPY AS SHIT RIGHT NOW, PINCH IF I'M DREAMING, OH WAIT, I'M NOT, FUCK YES, SO MUCH LOVE FOR FIRE EMBLEM, IT BRINGS A TEAR TO MY EYE THAT SAKURAI GAVE FIRE EMBLEM SO MUCH LOVE THIS TIME AROUND.
In any case, time to save up for a Switch and get Smash!
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20 years… 20 years of being on this hell called earth, and 15 years of putting smiles on people’s faces with the power of my art. I don’t know how or why I was allowed to live this long, but I’m here and that’s what matters, right?
It’s amazing really. I’ve endured years of abuse, both physical and emotional, I nearly died at the hands of a family member who still walks freely because I was too scared to call, I’ve been left behind and had to seek refuge in the house of an aunt who was no better than my mother, and I was almost homeless all because my mother wanted to turn a blind eye when I was on the run from my aunt.
I’ve done a lot of bad shit as a kid. I’ve been labeled a theif, a liar, a smartass, a spoiled brat, a retard, and above all, my only saving grace through the years was being smart and doing good in school, even though I had my slip ups and I was sometimes too lazy or uncaring.
I’ve endured years of depression I had trouble explaining and had my depression mocked and spit at, and with my ADHD + Autism combined, my depression left me as a broken shell who was lost, void of most of emotion, and could only go with the flow until he realized he had to fight back and carve his own path.
… Really, in spite of all my bads, how was I allowed to live? Why wasn’t I struck by lightning, or had been murdered, or hell, why couldn’t I work the courage to throw myself at death’s door? I don’t think I’ll ever understand why I’ve been allowed to live past high school or even live to see hope of a better life. But, I suppose if I’m really suppose to be here, then I’ve only this wish:
I just want to be able to keep doing what I love while maintaining a stable life. A house, food, heat, clothes, water, a job, sketchbooks, pencils, video games, anime, and the internet. That’s all I need to keep me happy and to keep spreading joy through my art. If I truly am to be of this world til death of old age, then my wish is to always have these things so I may keep pressing forward.
I am canvas
I am blade and body
I am NeiR
I am here and I am there
I am a daylight star made out of miracles
I am the beauty within the shell
I am BlazRegaliaDream
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{RL Update} Back on Track
2 min read
Hey everyone, things are looking up! After a month of endurance, I'm happy to say I'll be all caught up on my money problem by next paycheck! Thank goodness for the support I got and the planning I did.
With that said, this doesn't mean I'm closing up commissions, in fact, I'll be making a new commission page soon. Prices will remain the same, there will be some rules to let you know what I will and won't do, and a new option will be included for the main list!
I also would like to apologize for not being so active here, as I've been finding myself using Twitter and Tumblr more often for posting art, including some NSFW content that I can't upload here (and I do mean like actual NSFW content, not my typical semi-lewds), but I promise I'm not planning to leave, production has just been real slow this past month and I will try to upload as often as I can. God, being an adult is heckin suffering, am I right? But hey, it's worth it!
Tweet Tweet: twitter.com/BlazRegaliDream?s=…
Tumbl-errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr: www.tumblr.com/blog/blazartstu… (art blog since my main one is a god damn mess. Mix of new and old art. Proceed with caution)
Thank you for choosing BlazArtStudios! Embrace Your Sins...
With that said, this doesn't mean I'm closing up commissions, in fact, I'll be making a new commission page soon. Prices will remain the same, there will be some rules to let you know what I will and won't do, and a new option will be included for the main list!
I also would like to apologize for not being so active here, as I've been finding myself using Twitter and Tumblr more often for posting art, including some NSFW content that I can't upload here (and I do mean like actual NSFW content, not my typical semi-lewds), but I promise I'm not planning to leave, production has just been real slow this past month and I will try to upload as often as I can. God, being an adult is heckin suffering, am I right? But hey, it's worth it!
Tweet Tweet: twitter.com/BlazRegaliDream?s=…
Tumbl-errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr: www.tumblr.com/blog/blazartstu… (art blog since my main one is a god damn mess. Mix of new and old art. Proceed with caution)
Thank you for choosing BlazArtStudios! Embrace Your Sins...
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{Emergency} Help Please!
3 min read
Hey everyone, it's Blaz, and I could really use some help!
I'm behind on my rent this month and unfortunately I won't have enough money to cover what I owe even with my paycheck this week.
So, I am opening up some emergency commissions to raise the money I need to make up for what I need left to payback the money I owe and make some extra money to have so I can buy some food and other things I could really use right now.
If you're interested, send me a note, we'll discuss details and if I accept your commission, I ask that you please pay up front before I can add you to the list. I'll send you a link to my PayPal when you're ready to pay.
Price List
Bust - $10
Half Body - $20
Full Body - $30
Extra Fees
Additional Characters - $5 each for Bust/$10 each for Half Body and Full Body
Background - $5
I'm behind on my rent this month and unfortunately I won't have enough money to cover what I owe even with my paycheck this week.
So, I am opening up some emergency commissions to raise the money I need to make up for what I need left to payback the money I owe and make some extra money to have so I can buy some food and other things I could really use right now.
If you're interested, send me a note, we'll discuss details and if I accept your commission, I ask that you please pay up front before I can add you to the list. I'll send you a link to my PayPal when you're ready to pay.
Price List
Bust - $10
Half Body - $20
Full Body - $30
Extra Fees
Additional Characters - $5 each for Bust/$10 each for Half Body and Full Body
Background - $5
If you'd like to just send in some support, you can donate to my Ko-fi page here: ko-fi.com/G2G6G8PF
Please, I'd like to keep drawing and share my stuff with you all, but I can't without a roof above my head! Again, send a note if you're interested in commissioning me and if I accept your commission, please be ready to pay via PayPal and then I can add you to the list. I may not do these in a specific order, but I will prioritize every last commission I accept! Thank you, and I hope to get out of this predicament soon so I can go back to being financially stable and having a roof above my head and other necessities so I can keep drawing!
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